18.-19. March 2019 - 4. Column


4th Column - Dillendiae: 

how do we find

equilibrium in giving and receiving, with our relationship with our

mother and family?


More about the

new miasm of the

4th column.

Following the brutal Column-Three attempt to utterly sever the connection to the feminine, in column 4 the process of separation is more balanced and mature; whereby the Ego, with its awakening masculinity, seeks to maintain a balanced dialog with the nurturing counterpart. The process involves a gradual separation from the mother and family, all the while striving to preserve balance in the realm of emotion (giving and receiving, existential security) and body (nervous and digestive system).


The Ego development faces these uncertainties: Am I ready to mature? Have I obtained an adequate foundation of living? Are all my needs met so that I am able to continue to the next step? Will I be able to stand on my own yet remain nurtured and thrive? Can I give without being drained; can I receive without being belittled? What are the different effects, physically and psychologically when one is nurtured from within or from without?